it has been nothing but annoying for the past 6 months in particular, that a certain group of kids i am trying to be friends with, do absolutely nothing but recite inside jokes and stories. like dude, chill out. i get it; i wasn’t there. it does not make you cool talking about how fucked up you were last weekend and how hammered or high you will be again this weekend.
but what’s even worse is even when i am only with a couple members of this group of kids, they will always talk about each other, like i cannot escape. can we fucking change the subject and not all be obsessed over the same girl? holy shit. so much drama in this group all the time, and if i ever get dragged in -which im just waiting for- necks will freaking snap. hence why i havent gotten completely drunk or anything with them yet, cause then i wont be able to keep these thoughts inside me.
im trying to be mature, and i can do it successfully when in person with them. but it honestly gives me a headache knowing how manipulative all of them are, and how big their mouthes are. im just waiting for me or joe to get screwed over, and ill hate to say i told you so, again.