waking up next to him is honestly my favourite thing in the entire world.

i’ve noticed i’ve been getting a lot more pda lately, and im not complaining… but its always when im stoned/tripping out and its literally too intense for me. he knows this, and i think he just does it cause he likes to make me freak the fuck out.

especially this past weekend, was this: seeing my best friend going through the “honeymoon stage” of her relationship makes me very happy for her, and brings back a lot of memories for me 4 years ago when i was there.

but i realized that i don’t wish i was there at the moment. i’m happy where i am. i’m happy that i know all of his flaws and accept them anyways. it makes everything more real. i like that we have disagreements and that we dont have the same perspective on everything because life isn’t supposed to be like the movies. we have each other’s backs and theres no competition. i can tell him anything without judging me and no matter how stressed i am, he will always make me feel better.

and the best part is, all the possible negatives work out. i miss him more every day, but i love him more and more as time goes by.

just when you think you can’t have stronger feelings any more than you already do, it happens as the days carry on. it’s weird, it’s heavy, and it’s real.

:)

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