if your straight-edge friends say you’re addicted to substances then i guess it MUST be true eh.

i’ve made the decision as of last night to just chill out and not hang with certain friends that i have (and i still consider them friends) but i’ve realized that there are a lot of unstable people surrounding me who think they understand things about me that they just don’t.

that’s fine, but i just can’t be surrounded by it all the time, and i need to do something for myself and be with people who won’t unintentionally bring me down. i’ve worked hard to get to where i am now which is mentally and emotionally stable, i need- no, i deserve a break from stress. i will have it.

like who invented the macarena? that song is actually a nightmare. its like someone sat there sayin, i wanna make a terrible song where i brainwash everyone into doing these terrible dance moves and even tho they hate it THEY WILL DO IT BECAUSE ITS THE FUCKING MACARENA

that makes perfect sense.

just “get over yourself” though.

how do people go one with their lives avoiding confrontation? 

yeah i know im supposed to leave it alone because its been so long, but it will continue to bother me until its resolved. i dont understand how people who act cowardly think they can keep running from their problems by avoiding people. like no. 

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i was never big on valentines day but i didn’t hate it either. i didn’t even think i was going to do anything this year but i’m happy that changed. if you’re single: stop complaining. it’s about spending time with people you love and appreciate and that includes your friends. and if you’re in a relationship: it’s possible that spending the time together is very needed, like in my case.

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but not me, i hate pants.